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You As Fiction

by caramel snow

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1.
Once there is frost You could try to thaw it This cause was lost As soon as you saw it The river slows Maybe it snows Her history Is still a mystery This Summer’s frost The heart freezes first It numbs the pain And nothing hurts An icy heart Of frozen blood So cold it burns And nothing hurts A peaceful storm A silent scream She’s happy/sad I’m Blue in Green The fallen cake You can’t rebake Overt contempt Was the consequence This Summer’s frost The heart freezes first It numbs the pain And nothing hurts An icy heart Of frozen blood So cold it burns And nothing hurts
2.
Take a letter, write a note Count to three File it alphabetically Read it back to me New obsessions, former flames Past life loves Under weeping willow trees Crying skies above You as fiction Let’s throw the plot line away We improvise our scene Fall the first time Break from the crowd and we’ll be free If they could let us be I’ll dedicate my afterword Or glossary To preface new acknowledgements And the indices Messages, fictitious names Your last call Content tables, strings of things On my Wonderwall You as fiction Let’s throw the plot line away We improvise our scene Fall the first time Break from the crowd and we’ll be free If they could let us be
3.
This party is a bore These people I abhor But there’s one I can’t ignore That girl dressed in Dior When I tried my best I couldn’t pass her test I just wanted to impress That girl in the Dior dress Should I be myself Would she like someone else Unsure what to express to That girl in the Dior dress My weakness to obsess About what to confess Secured lack of success with That girl in the Dior dress It was all but obvious I was too obsequious And submissive more or less For that girl in the Dior dress I continued to digress And suffered social stress She gave me a fake address That girl in the Dior dress
4.
The beach chairs stand like headstones In the moonlight by the pool No one leaves the party if it’s this cool The wafer makes communion The full moon floats on air A stranger whispers something in your ear This would be the perfect place If I never saw your face I wouldn’t remember Whatever Amber After I dropped by at your office But they said you don’t work there Then I thought I saw you walking up the stairs If you left a message And I never called you back The land line’s out of service til I unpack At the center is a vacuum In the space where I now live Your body is a presence you forbid This would be the perfect place If I never saw your face I wouldn’t remember Whatever Amber After
5.
Miss January 03:50
It might have been perfect It would have been cool It could have been close to ok If I’d known the rules At times I’m left speechless Or I overstate I say the best lines way too soon Or much too late Miss January We’re losing the light No starts to be seen And while you’re silent and obscure I hear you breathe I made up this story To tie up loose ends But all those threads are tangled up As life intends Miss January As soon as it opened It folded for good A bloom too brief and breezy In all likelihood A flower holds a secret It dies when it blooms We end up searching for the clues In empty rooms Miss January Miss January
6.
Spare me all the sarcasm and tomfoolery Let’s get this screenplay done Our first choice was something more other worldly But this could still be fun I’ll take the role of Cyrano if you play Diamond May Let’s give Diane a cameo, I’ll call her up today I’m forgetting the four P’s of mise en scene Feels and physicality get me out of my head What’s the deal with the snow storm and the scenery I thought I made this clear Our locales are low budget and interior and Lit by chandelier Why the car chase? Insurance will never cover it This thing will leave me broke If this bombs in Cannes we’ll never work again Your head is on the block I’ll take the role of Cyrano if you play Diamond May Let’s give Diane a cameo, I’ll call her up today I’m forgetting the four P’s of mise en scene Feels and physicality get me out of my head
7.
How long was this supposed to last You had a temporary plan To cause some jealousy The irony’s not lost on me You were the last to recognize You’d jeopardized yourself instead And then I learned your secret There was rain inside your eyes You thought I’d be perfect For the pretext you devised The sun set in your smile A star lit up a tear I had to say the one thing You were afraid to hear I was the pawn you were the queen But you were victimized by Forces that were unforeseen You wrote a plot and staged a scene And never anticipated Your role as you participated And then I learned your secret There was rain inside your eyes You thought I’d be perfect For the pretext you devised The sun set in your smile A star lit up a tear I had to say the one thing You were afraid to hear
8.
Oh now I get it The plan was to create Distance between us And more things to hate about me The strangest adventure I thought you knew best How could I have trusted A monumental mess over me Sew the seams of daydreams Make the candle twist Spin the globe for places The Devil might have missed I see the soul inside you Your secret’s safe with me I’ll tell nobody About the charms you cast over me So now I get it Your plan was to deflate Great expectations And serve it on a plate over me Sew the seams of daydreams Make the candle twist Spin the globe for places The Devil might have missed Build your fortress steady With ivory dominoes The sorceress looks pretty In her black leather clothes

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released June 2, 2023

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caramel snow Delmar, New York

Caramel Snow is on Jigsaw, Shiny Happy Records, Magic Rub Cassettes, as well iTunes, etc. Influences range from early Bowie, Beatles (*MMTour), Pet Sounds, Roxy, él Records, My Bloody Valentine, and Sarah Records. He has performed at the Nebraska Pop Fest ... more

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