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The Girl With Blue Hair

by caramel snow

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1.
That’s my reoccurring dream It’s an endless nightmare A gothic Myspace beauty queen I’ve got jpegs somewhere I regret I’m at a loss All this effort wasted She’s preserved in semigloss I’m annihilated You got my number But you never text it It’s almost summer Time we just forget it Some obsession with the past I can’t quite remember Messages behind the glass But who is the sender? My anxiety’s unclear About the girl with blue hair You’re my reoccurring dream It’s an endless nightmare
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IRL 03:45
It took months to meet IRL You were sitting in the dark, beautiful Not even looking for me, is that cynical? You flashed a smile and looked away, is that typical? Am I just a page from your social media? Is this just a stage of technophrenia? A textrovert without her thumbs becomes less a comedienne Have expectations come undone from social tedium? There will be no you and me, I can tell No messages to read speak or spell No room for hope in Heartbreak Hotel Delete from history this URL Am I just a page from your social media? Is this just a stage of social technophrenia? A textrovert without her thumbs becomes less a comedienne Have expectations come undone from social tedium?
3.
Disinclination, resistance to connect I hope you’re happy I hope you choke on it The perfect set up that’s what you saw in me A momentary curiosity Your words are just vibrations They’re noises inside my head And it’s the worst translation Of everything you said Riddles of meaning With layers of significance Confused and irrelevant dreaming With cognitive dissonance Suspect evasion, cautiously walking it back A vague presumption Of getting back on track Your words are just vibrations They’re noises inside my head And it’s the worst translation Of everything you said
4.
Now Or Never 03:54
You’re so busy Going nowhere You should miss me We were going somewhere Are you afraid of Being someplace Slow it down We could meet face to face Now or never Eye to eye You’re the weather I’m the sky Now or never Is this real? Or whatever What should I feel? I’ve got questions About your life But I only want to Hear your voice Your words of caring Sound so cruel When you’re not intending To follow through I saw you randomly today And thought about it later You looked the other way And went up the elevator
5.
A game was planned But never played Underhand And delayed What matters now Differently The final hour Of you and me Wheels are meant to roll away Boxes hold things we want to stay Windows show us what it’s all about Doors are what we close to keep it out With no intent To deceive I was led To believe What appears To be true My greatest fears About you Wheels are meant to roll away Boxes hold things we want to stay Windows show us what it’s all about Doors are what we close to keep it out
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Returning to the scene of the crime The ringing of the midnight chime What brought me back A mental photograph Unfinished business I’m my own witness Faulty memory Nostalgic misery That one embrace I made in case It was the end when it began You gave fair warning And now it’s dawning Unfinished business I’m my own witness Faulty memory Nostalgic misery
7.
Neither of us bought the ticket Everything left up in the air Both of us made excuses But only one of us was scared It’s always too late when the words are spoken I always wait ‘til the heart is broken I’m always hoping I’ll see you around When I do I get lost in the crowd I cannot say that I was clueless I cannot say you were unfair I can’t deny my expectations When I finally saw you there It’s always too late when the words are spoken I always wait ‘til the heart is broken I’m always hoping I’ll see you around When I do I get lost in the crowd
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Another Year 03:56
If it’s good you’re understood The least meaningful of gestures are not overlooked Another year that’s only clear When viewed from the perspective of a rear view mirror Carrying the weight of it The fate of it is in peril The verso image reappears Behind the mask she is sterile In childhood or Hollywood Some sorcery reassures it’s meant to be If I knew then what I know now I’m sure I’d make the same mistakes anyhow Coincidences indicate We fabricate the connections Circumstantial evidence Meets providence in reflection Messages I analyzed Synthesized and dismembered Mismatched pieces compromise Destabilize what I remember
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Was the cost much too dear Was it trust was it fear Second guessing makes it worse I’m still restless with that curse There’s nowhere to go Broad Street in the snow Only you walking in Looking down and within Was your smile only your nerves Talk in circles speak in curves There’s no place to park Broad Street after dark

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released May 7, 2021

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caramel snow Delmar, New York

Caramel Snow is on Jigsaw, Shiny Happy Records, Magic Rub Cassettes, as well iTunes, etc. Influences range from early Bowie, Beatles (*MMTour), Pet Sounds, Roxy, él Records, My Bloody Valentine, and Sarah Records. He has performed at the Nebraska Pop Fest ... more

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